A day with the boy.

The boy and I had a great day today! Spent the rest of the afternoon once I got off of school hanging out with E and chit chatting. It's nice to catch up with him... We don't get nearly enough time together now-a-days. I love that we work so well together. Today him and I got into this little bitch fit fight and it took about 3 minutes to look at each other and decide it was retarded to fight. We hugged each other and were back to laughing in a matter of seconds. Him and I....We make a pretty darn good team if I do say so myself. I love him. I'm super excited to say that I'm engaged to a handsome man that loves me, and treats me with respect...Which is more than I can say about A2. So for everybody that is reading! This is the boy and I with E at a local concert in our town.






On another note- E has a yeast infection, she's been super sick and just not feeling well the past couple of days. Last night was the first night in about 2 weeks that she's slept through the night without waking up. Unfortunately it was also the night that I couldn't sleep!! Oh well. It happens. Seems like she's down for good tonight...fingers crossed folks!

M is being difficult again. She's constantly fighting with me over little things. Like working part time...uhh like 8 hours a week is going to overwhelm me? and tell me again who the fuck you think you are... But I digress.

My dad is doing really well. He made it home safely and is about to head back out for work. He's going back to northern California for business. I'm trying to figure out how to keep in contact with him consistently..Since him and I are always on the go, it makes it a little bit harder for us to stay consistent.

Found out that my rapist will be serving the rest of his sentence since he broke parole. This is such good news!!!! I was jumping for joy! D-bag deserves it. He was so manipulative and so physically aggressive I wake up punching the boy because I'm traumatized that it's going to be him laying the same bed as me instead of my man.

I'm proud to say that my little lady is officially taking steps! She'll be walking in no time at all! She's growing so stinking fast! I love her!

Well crap. E is awake. I must go and tend to my motherly duties.

Goodnight World!

Long time no talk.

Hello World.

Today is a post of ranting epicness. I'm having a rough day. It's been way to long..I've missed talking to you guys. I guess some of the stuff I'm dealing with is medicating now that I've found out that i'm bi-polar. They had me on Lamictal for a mood stabilizer and Zoloft for an anti-depressant. The Lamictal caused an allergic reaction causing a rash to develop all over my body :O it was terrible. The Zoloft wouldn't be much of a problem except it seems to make my depression worse... I'm waiting to meet with the Dr. again on the 23'd to get myself on a different mood stabilizer, because the Zoloft by itself is...troubling.. I'm glad I have someone here to watch for warning signs... It's been a rough couple of weeks.

On the bright side...I got ahold of my dad whom I haven't spoken to in 9 years and he came up from California to come see me for my birthday this month! It was a fantastic visit!

Anyways- I'm going to school @ the local cosmetology college. It's been stressful trying to go to school 40 hrs a week and pay bills plus be a full time mom. Life gets overwhelming easily... The amount of school work I have brings me back to my senior year in high school when I took 12 classes a day from 6:00 AM to 5:30 PM and then took 3 online classes @ home once I was done. I literally spent all of my time doing homework..

Oh well world. Back to work. :)